I had a strange dream and now I feel oddly perturbed. I'm not even sure what happened but I can still see the imagery. It's playing on my mind. I remember being tied on to something with two other people. There was an overweight girl with long blonde hair and plump red lips who was standing next to me (I think we were tied onto a slide or something similar) and there was someone else next to me but I cannot remember him at all. There was a large cage behind us with three tiny dolls stuck onto it and I know if you wanted to be untied and freed you had to pull your doll off, twist it around with your thumb and then hold it up so everyone could see. I think at first there was like sixteen of us tied onto the slide and one by one the numbers dwindled...until there was the only three of us. It was some kind of disturbing game and I'm not sure what the object of it was but it was scary. We had to hold onto something (life maybe) and I got the sense that someone was watching us but I never saw this person and I don't think he was ever in the dream but he was watching us squirm and suffer. He enjoyed our pain. I remember feeling sick as if something monstrous was happening to me. It was like I was stuck in the cage and I couldn't get out, no matter how hard I pulled, pushed and struggled. No one would let me go but yet I had the option of leaving, finding my own doll and pulling it forward...letting the invisible ropes lift off and then I could run. I could run away but for ages I didn't. I simply stood there holding all with all my might, crying to myself and asking why...why had I been stuck here. The girl next to me did not struggle. She was obviously in pain but she stood there quietly and she did not complain. Every once and a while she would reach over and touch my hand and we would look at each other. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore and I told the girl and the boy that I needed to find my doll. They didn't want me to, they almost begged me to stay but they knew it was no use...
Monday, December 28, 2009
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